|walking with mama|
Elijah got his drivers license last friday.
Today is the first day of school.
I waved goodbye to three of my kids as the left for the charter school---in the car--- with their big brother ---over the ferry!
Praying for my little Jay Jay. First time back in school since 1st grade.
Supposedly I am going to do a great job homeschooling the four others. gasp.
Sean and I found out we will be working now four nights a week on our online job. Thankful for Gods provision, but praying for endurance.
All the while---- (very few people know) Sean continues his schooling as a Nurse Assist 2 & RN.
AND continues his web design.
|attempting a selfie|
As I type this, I am getting two little girls out the shower. (Multi-tasking at its finest!)..Also, keeping Mo from wandering and somehow trying to motivate Elizabeth to start her "new homeschool year".
Yet..As I kissed everyone goodbye... stress over the busyness of it all, I picture a newborn swaddled in my arms. The moments of what I thought "should have been" will always be with me. From my understanding they will lesson, but never leave my heart.
Even as I combed the millions of rats out of Hadassah's hair she said, "Mommy, I miss baby Michael". We all feel it in our own way, some more than others.
I told her "I do too, more than words could express"...I assured her we can pray for a new baby someday. :) She thought it would be neat if I could have a Christmas baby.
Well.. I then explained how "this Christmas would be a little too soon because it does take 9 months." ;)
|happy 7th bday hadassah!|